What does it mean to forgive when you are hurt? Can forgiveness and apology make a difference? The question of learning how to apologize, how to learn to forgive has always been an important issue for me.
In my life, I have encountered situations where people just can’t forgive. When there is a distance between people, a space that cannot be removed – in any way, by any means. And the hardest thing then is not to try to change the situation but to accept it as it is. The hardest part is accepting that unimaginable gap that has occurred between two people, maybe for life.
After reflecting on forgiveness for many years, I have realized that other people’s pain is theirs, and you cannot change how others feel, and even when forgiven, sometimes the gap between people never decreases.
It is very difficult for me, as a person who wants to reduce and eliminate spaces, to connect unconnected shores, to build bridges of all kinds, to grasp and accept the increasing distances between people. I always want to fight those distances. I then demand from other people to reduce them.
But in Indonesia, I met a shaman who told me that first of all, I have to forgive myself during the healing ritual. Forgive yourself? For what ?? And then I discovered that the path to any forgiveness or apology does not start with another person.
I understood that those unimaginable spaces and unconnected spaces are not between you and another person, but within you, between you and parts of your self.
© Fortune, 2020
Can forgiveness and apology make a difference?
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in order to forgive others, we have to accept ourselves.
that is a very valuable lesson in life. my father always said, “we hate most in others, that which we hate in ourselves.”
In fact forgiveness is the biggest revenge
What many people forget is that forgiving doesn’t mean condoning a behavior or giving a leeway for a person to hurt or wrong you again. It is for one’s benefit.
It is the goodness in a human being that prompts them to forgive and forget.