Yesterday and today I put my raw emotions here publically. I can feel that was a colossal error. What is done is done and all I can do is try and take care of the next five minutes. Right now my life exists five minutes at a time. I hope I make better decisions and find a private way to deal with emotions. (If my Bro tells me I am an orphan one more time he might have a black eye.) Perhaps anger is a part of this whole process.
It will be hours before the doctor’s appointment and I need to find a different way to spend my hours. Sleeping didn’t work. Perhaps a long walk in the dark snow-covered pastures. I think I will go get the flashlight.
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Can you ever forgive me for bringing this here?
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Yes
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No
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Today is a new day (if you did go for that walk, beware of moose)! I do find great value in what you have to say in all cases.
there was no need to forgive nothing wrong was done!
I think it always helps to share with others and you should not regret it. Be good to yourself
We are here for your good and bad times, dear, let’s express any of your emotions.
I think here is a good place to vent. Take care of yourself and remember this too shall pass.
Never regret what you don’t write.