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I walked the campus, seeing it for the first time. Realising that there was more to college than just study. Students were mingling, playing games, lounging around,being alive.
I had never been alive. I had spent my years thinking if I would see Shaun, what I would say to him, how I would dress, as if I was no more than an appendage.
I hadn’t dated, because I couldn’t think of anyone else but Shaun. I know it is stupid to be so focused on one person… no Fixated is the term.
Just as he spent his life dreaming of Laurie, I had spent my life; I had Wasted My Life, dreaming of Shaun.
It ends now.
Not that I would end our study sessions; no. For we were great study partners. He saw what I didn’t, just as I saw what had passed him.
One more week.
One more week of this connection, then, it ends.
This is a Great to see.
This is a sad story, unfortunately. One of mistakes.