It happened once before. I looked in the mirror and I could see nothing. I hope it’s just that my eyes are swollen shut, but maybe not.
I remember when life was simple. Perhaps now it is simple as well. I guess the key is the same I need to listen with my heart.
I just don’t know where to go from here. Once you have become a burden choice becomes very slim. You think about what is best for your family and you realize that you are not part of that equation. Their needs are better made with you out of the picture. There’s a strange calmness that comes with that knowledge. Calm, I finally feel calm.
It’s time to take that long walk alone. Enjoy the music. Happy Easter.