This pandemic, all my job changes, having my brother go through surgery, and watch him as he struggles to get back has his strength has made me question my core beliefs and I believe I am lacking in faith. He seems content with whatever it is, is meant to be and I am swimming against the stream. I have become disorganized and very tired. Not tired from working hard, I am just always fatigued. I am ashamed. Perhaps what has happened is that I have lost all gratitude. I am not happy with who I have become. Something needs to change in a big way. I am just not sure what it is.
https://youtu.be/xOgAmQvOUM0I know things need to change because I can’t go on like this. I am just uncertain what the next step is. Not sure what brought it on so solid this afternoon. It was like hitting a brick wall.
In spite of what we say, we always know what to do next. The problem is that we don’t always want to do it. In a recent TED talk, Psychiatrist Robert Waldinger described some of the secrets to happiness, which was revealed in a recently released 75-year-long Harvard study. We should value love above all else. It’s the most important thing in life. It is also the one thing that can bring lasting happiness. Once you see what really made people happy over three-quarters of a century, you won’t need to assume what will make you happy, and you realize you should change your ways. It may just take too much of an effort to do, but we always know. At least, that is what the 75-year long study showed.
do not feel that you are alone, we are all here!
The virus saps all of us, we are all tired. we are all sad. But, in sharing the pain you open the door to moving forward!
Did you ever see this just wanted to let you know I do care
https://virily.com/entertainment/sharing-is-caring/
I just went and looked at it. Thanks so much.
It is a perfectly natural thing that from time to time we start questioning many things. The important thing to keep in mind is to never lose faith because the Lord gives us strength to carry on always. I wish the very best to you,
I have bee there before, many times. Thing happen in our lives and it will cause us to re-think everything we have believed in. My world was turned upside down when I lost my son. Since then everything has been questioned by me.
Humm and my song didn’t show up. I guess it’s time for me to do something else.
This is the so called trying times that we have to cope in order to survive.