Today it seems that I am stuck on a train that is simply going backwards. It like everything I set up to accomplish this morning is out of reach and in the opposite direction. This happens from time to time and today it feels a bit extreme.
So I guess the plan is to stop and breathe. Think about what really matters today and reset. My mind is filled with memories, what could have been, what I missed and perhaps what I should have known.
My brother told me some things about my family that I didn’t know. I wish he hadn’t told me. I would have been better not knowing. There are somethings from the past that should have stayed there. I didn’t need to know about the abuse that I didn’t witness. I fear it will now haunt me.
Have you ever wished no one would have told you?