I am the healthiest person in my home and I am doing all I can and it’s not enough. I am doing everything I can here and it’s not enough. And I guess I am exhausted about worrying about things I have no control over. This used to feel like a family and now it just doesn’t.
I have made commitments and I will follow through on those because that who I am. I am not sure who I will be after it’s all over. I know who I was. I know what is in my heart. I am not sure who I will become. I gave it everything I had and it simply is not good enough.
So I sure hope we can help Doc Sunday and that can close a chapter.