I am going to stop caring and sharing for a week and see if it makes a difference for anyone else. Since nearly all my views come from people who are not on virily, it doesn’t do me much good. I think I will replace it with posting six times a day and reading and commenting on all the new posts (- the one who requested I not).
I getting tired and I am definitely wearing down. People tell me that my eyes now look soulless. (I thought they looked tired, apparently, I am simply missing my soul.) I will try to keep my posts informative or entertaining or something. I am certain as I stop sharing mine off the site as well I will have even fewer interactions.
It turns into a balancing act and I have not found the right balance at all. Perhaps it’s just not meant to be.
I guess I have turn over the computer. He wants to search for bluebirds – have a good day.