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Better Memory

I truly wish I had a better memory. You know it’s a problem when the man with Alzheimer and the other very ill man remember things better than I do. It is becoming a very real issue in my life. I had my doctor do a block of tests hoping to see if anything can be done.

This evening things here feel pretty hopeless. I am very fearful. I am uneasy, unnerved, and anxious. I find myself feeling like I am falling through an endless tunnel. I am not certain why. There was nothing that different about today than the last few months. Things are bad, but status quo.

I must not look good because Bro said “You look horrible. I think we should take you to the hospital.” I gave him an odd look and said “You know that I am not fond of hospitals and I am not bleeding. I am not very energetic and I have a headache, but that is pretty status quo for me.”

I just wish I could have a better memory and keep my scattered thoughts more in order. I guess I am just out of sorts.

Anyway, I hope you all have a nice evening and sleep well.

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  1. Journaling has helped me through difficult times. Seems to help to get your thoughts out. It sounds completely normal with what you are dealing with. Talk anytime and message as well. 🙂 Doctors and hospitals are always an option.

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