It’s time to go there again. When I reach out because I am scared, concerned, and worried about my brother’s surgery and get slapped right down to the lowest of lows, I am reminded that it wasn’t a bad choice. It’s not easy to totally cut off all emotions and ties, and yet I know it is possible. Living in a void can become a comfort zone of sorts. I opened my mouth and I opened my heart. Oh, what a fool was I. There is nothing I can do to help my brother. There is nothing I can do to help anyone. I understand there is no value in my heart, my words my thoughts. Worthless is something I am familiar with.
https://youtu.be/PKY-smJ6aBQMost importantly ~ As you Wish.