It’s time to go there again. When I reach out because I am scared, concerned, and worried about my brother’s surgery and get slapped right down to the lowest of lows, I am reminded that it wasn’t a bad choice. It’s not easy to totally cut off all emotions and ties, and yet I know it is possible. Living in a void can become a comfort zone of sorts. I opened my mouth and I opened my heart. Oh, what a fool was I. There is nothing I can do to help my brother. There is nothing I can do to help anyone. I understand there is no value in my heart, my words my thoughts. Worthless is something I am familiar with.
https://youtu.be/PKY-smJ6aBQMost importantly ~ As you Wish.
It’s hard to see, but we need to surrender and do the best we can, over life and death we can only be there for people.
Thanks for sharing, you remind me that we are not alone and neither are you.
I am here for you as always. This too shall pass. So glad we are friends and will stay in touch.
First off i find value in your words. You have made me laugh, you have brought me to tears and you have shared dreams and all of them i treasure.
you bring light to the rest of us.