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Out of Complete Desparation…

I dug out my Mom’s journal hoping that I would find something there that would give me guidance, comfort, ideas or anything to look forward to because in the moment I am bleak. I have a fever and a sore throat and don’t feel good. All that is to be expected and I should take that in stride.

Rewarding bad behavior has always bugged me and today it’s tenfold.  I thought perhaps they should dart people who are out with people they shouldn’t be and put them in isolation. What kind of person even thinks that way? That is not who I am, and now I have to wonder if it is who I have become.

Someone wrote about harming themselves in their sleep because of stress. How can you control what you do in your sleep?

Perhaps this is the breaking point. I imagine a huge celebration when I am silence and weary people get rest. Anger is rewarded and final peace might be the answer. It may be why this is all happening. It could be the plan. Now that calms me down.

  • Question of

    Are you having a good day?

    • Yes
  • Question of

    Does society reward bad behavior?

    • Yes
    • No
  • Question of

    Is my fever really high?

    • Yes
    • No

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