Ghostwriter
How did I leave a title Christmas Every Dear instead of day and never even notice? I feel like I am in free fall. Is it the stress that is overcoming me? Have I just given up on the things in life that are really important to me and that I care about? What is happening? Am I losing a fighting battle? Have I forgotten who I am?
I need to be the rock. I need to hold the situation together and I feel like I am flaking away one piece at a time. How could this be happening? Have I lost my anchor?
Right this moment it feels like all I have is questions and no answers. It’s frightening.
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Question of
Have you ever felt this way?
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Yes
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No
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Question of
Is it time to just stop being?
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Yes
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No
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Question of
Do you know what causes this kind of conflict in one’s own self?
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Yes
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No
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I knew what you meant so I didn’t even notice it. I think you are too hard on yourself! And someone else can be the rock once in a while. Everything will be just fine.
Well thanks, there is so much negativity lately it just seems like there is no reason.
Loss of hope causes feelings like this. Hope is good fuel for the mind.
It’s frustrating we can’t edit our posts here, but eventually I move on.
It’s embarrassing at first, and such emotion can make one feel lost, so I can relate.
But it’s okay, life gives a lot of embarrassing moments.
It helps to feel lost because it allows you to give a deeper look at your surroundings, things you didn’t notice before, that could be inspiring and useful. 🙂