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Accounting and Goals ~ Where I Have I Been

I did very well on my just ten reasons. It was one of my better days. Then I just took a few days where my only goal has been to survive. I got up did my chores, tried to do something productive and get all the chores ready for the trip. 

I am happy to say I have not yelled or hit anyone! Bro often sneaks up behind me to scare me. I Often get loud and smack his hand. I have just jumped and glared! That’s great progress when things are so stressful.

Every single day I have gotten some things done and I have made some progress. I have also fallen, had some tears and broken a few things. My point, I am surviving. I am still living and I still have goals and accountability. 

Today is 1/16/2020 and I am still making the final arrangements. (I am amazed at how many people want to have something said or done, I will do my best.) I cry every day, multiple times, and yet my eyes don’t hurt so bad. So I am either crying less or my body is adjusting. Either way, I will take that as a win.

The goals for the January 16 ~ January 20th ~ try to be loving, patient and kind to me and all those around me. Get my father buried and keep on going one minute at a time until I can do it 5 minutes at a time, 10 minutes at a time, and eventually the rest of my days.

  • Question /

    Does this sound like life on autopilot?

    • Yes
    • No
  • Question /

    Who sails my ship, is it me?

    • Yes
    • No
  • Question /

    Does time take the “bite” and “sting” away?

    • Yes
    • No

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