It is not the kind of silence that is comforting. It is one of anger and the elephant that is in the room. No one is thrilled that the surgery was not the solution. It is simply leading to another surgery and in the mean time he is losing more blood. Will he make it to the surgery? When will that be? His anger is great and so is his brother in law’s. As for me I am cold and scared. That doesn’t help the situation in any way either.
So yes, I am trying to stay busy to avoid the sound of angry silence that grips our home today. Running away doesn’t work because I carry the worry and fears with me. I don’t know why I feel so alone at times like this. But I feel very alone.
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Does your house ever go silent?
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Yes
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No
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I hope things will take a turn for the good soon.
We all sometimes feel alone. Everything will be OK
There is nothing I can do about it one way or the other I will have to find a way to make peace with it.
I’m sorry that things didn’t worked out as planned … but at least there is another option… not a “dead-end”.
Always give yourself sometime to let things sink and settle down …
Take care.
Perhaps, it is sinking in my soul today. Tomorrow may bring new thoughts.
Hopefully, good news and better thoughts 🙂