Today I am looking for the light. I know it has to be here somewhere. (It’s kind of like there is always a rainbow, and sometimes you just can’t see it.)
While my whole world is upside down and I don’t know how I am going to deal with everything and all that has to be done, I know I have to keep going. So I am trying to do somethings that feel normal. Writing on Virily is something that has become part of my norm. Being accountable has become part of my norm. Reading all your thoughts and enjoying your pictures, wanders, artwork and writing has become part of my norm.
So as I say goodbye to another member of my family and try to deal with that sense of loss and look for the hope, I am hoping some of my “normal” activities will carry me through. (I also have to go buy some kind of eye drops because all this crying is killing my eyes. I cried so hard that it finally turned into a laugh.)
Does anyone every get used to grief and really learn to handle it better?