Today I need to take Bro to his doctor appointment. My other siblings will be stopping by on their way to take care of some of the funeral arrangements, make some decisions and do some paperwork that is required.
I am simply trying to get myself under control and being productive at anything. I cannot go to work today, so that won’t fill any of my hours. I suppose a very long to-do list might help to keep the minutes full. Grieving is not something I am great at and if Bro or Husband tells me one more time to stop crying I may implode. I have no control over that. Lots of deep breathing. Try to stay away from people. Move on.
Yesterday these things got done.
✔ First Recording to Complete
✔ Verify comments to respond and do social media shares
✔ Do one activity to simply relax
✔ Laugh and keep track of how many times it happens
✔ Work on desktop