It has been just making it through each day. I have been crying less, doing more that needs to be done and preparing for the future and reminding myself there is one. I have sent thank you cards. I have reached out to all those who were kind enough to be a part of the process.
I am learning to keep those emotional tears that come with death a little more under control. I am determined to “live” and limit the mourning to something that helps to heal and doesn’ t consume the soul.
There is a little more hope every day and that is all that I have asked for.