I’ve really struggled with knowing when and where to put this “writing”. I have tried it in several books and it doesn’t belong in any of them. Most of the time here I am talking to myself and this would be a place I might go visit when I need to be reminded of priorities, love, compassion and reasoning.
My relationship with my Heavenly Father is probably what most call unconventional. They would be correct. This in one of the first written conversations I had with my Heavenly Father on paper. And I share it ~ here.
“I have no idea what you were thinking sending me here. I don’t belong here. I am not happy here. If there is mansion prepared for me I am ready. If you know me, you knew I would come and create chaos. It’s just my nature.
Why must my brother suffer? He has the kindest heart of anyone I know? No I don’t want you to take him home. I need him here. Just make him pain free. He doesn’t deserve this kind of treatment.
I would happily take his place. Can you just do that?
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Question of
Do I have a troubled heart?
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Yes
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No
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Question of
Do other people feel this way?
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Yes
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No
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Question of
Is there a Father that listens?
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Yes
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No
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very interesting article!!!!!!
kea baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat hai janab