I have a new direction in my life and that makes me excited and happy. I would have never imagined the turn even yesterday. I guess when I realized how little time I have with the ones that I love, I need to prepare and leave the ones left behind some unconditional love.
When my brother passes he will have no more pain. I will miss him and it will be stressful and I will know that Mom and his daughter will be filled with joy to have him there with him. My husband will finally heal from the wars and alcohol. He will be able to understand things with a clear mind.