I simply stopped. I stopped reading. I stopped writing. I stopped eating. I stopped drinking except for one glass of warm water a day. I stopped sleeping. I stopped the music. I stopped the television. I probably would have turned off the power if I had known where the main box was located.
I fill my brother’s pillbox. I have no idea if he takes them. I do the laundry. I work and I go to bed. Today he goes to get dye in his body to see what else they may have to do besides replace both valves. I don’t think he is coming back to the house at all. I really don’t know much my sister takes care of all that.
My husband keeps asking when he can get on Virily and read. He has a hard time understanding how much I have changed. I wish I had the words that could make him understand. I don’t have words any longer.