Ghostwriter
My heart is frozen. My thoughts are cloudy. I am not where I belong. So much of my family is out of my reach and today I feel it with all my heart. The tears are flowing and I want nothing more than to crawl back into the dark bedroom and sleep. There is simply no way to describe what used to be such a treasure, full of joy, today feels like a dark lonely prison.
It’s so hard to describe the emotional storm. I want to be happy, joyful, grateful and normal. This year something is simply wrong. I cannot put my finger on what has caused this upheaval. How I can I explain it to two little boys who expect joy in my face, a happy heart and great love?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMfGFEjbmvw
It is always darkest before the dawn. Bad things only make you a better person.
I can relate with you but you have to put on a smile for the little ones and get through as best as you can. Hope for a better day. Hugs to you.
I made it! My sister had given me gift – really random. It was a “guardian angel bell” and the youngest grand child said, it says here to ring this bell and your guardian angel will send love.”
“Who is my guardian angel?”
“Gosh, you have lots. Your Mom, Aldan, Poppa, Mom’s mom has been an angel for a long time.You cannot always see them but you have lots. Just ring the bell. He gave me a big hug, “see, it worked”. Oh what a lesson.
Great to hear this news my friend. We all need those angels in our lives.
I hope next year will be better! My best wishes are with you!
Please read the message above. Somehow this year was the perfect thing to help.
It’s alright Trenna…You will pass that struggle in life…Btw can u please check out your message inbox? I have sent a pm to you..Thanks 🙂
Sometimes we can not control things.
Thank you. This made me smile. If I were in control it would be much worse.