Talk about a confusing day. We go to the doctor and they say changing the date and the place for surgery. Okay adjust. Then more test results. Things are worse than we thought, changing the date and place again.
Go get medications because now he has to take different ones at different times. Oops pharmacy doesn’t have them, adjust.
He keeps saying don’t get emotional. Really , okay I will try and be calm. And there he sits crying and telling me I am too emotional.
I guess I just have to adjust all the dang day and hope it all sorts itself out. I have no control over anything but my reactions and I have having a tough time with that!
Pack unpack. We are now not telling anyone, anything because it keeps changing.
One goal “try and hold myself together”.