When you are behind Closed Doors there is always a Power struggle. People wanting to get behind those Doors, people wanting your position.
There comes a time when you look at what is left of your life and think.. Do I need this ?
The extra work, the responsibility, the information, the back stabbing… do you really want it?
You know that to try to leave is a non-insurable risk.
You see all those people trying to fight you out of your post. All the animosity, envy, anger which is directed at you.
The pressure is great.
Yet, the way out is right in front of you.
Let the Wookie Win