Ghostwriter
Tomorrow is his first surgery. I am growing more concerned. He doesn’t want me there. He wants me to stay at home with my husband. I believe his main concern is driving in the snow. It’s going to be the worst storm so far this year. Or perhaps he just thinks my nerves will be settled more at home. I don’t know, but I will honor his wishes.
I find myself bursting into tears so I have the office door closed. That would just make everyone angry. I guess I need a distraction and it would be best to try and get my mind on something else.
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Question of
Do you have any suggestions for a distraction?
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Question of
Do you ever worry about things over which you have no control?
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Yes
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the best thing to do is write about what you are feeling, as you are doing!
Pray for strength and rely on the Lord to get you all through this. Put on some music you like take a couple of deep breaths and say It will be all right several times.
Pray for inner peace, it will help you.
Think happy thoughts, crossword puzzles, do some writing perhaps.
Maybe you just need to check your list of life principles related to it and make it live at a time like that.
Nothing will distract you when it’s concern for a loved one and I am the world’s worst worrier. I always worry about things that may never happen. I’m sorry | don’t know what this is about .. is it your son? You know sometimes I think crying is the only emotional release that helps. Hugs to you Ghostwriter. I hope whatever it is turns out well. xx