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My heart is broken. My eyes are swollen almost shut. He asked me for permission to die. Today they found that two of the valves in his heart are leaking. It would be a major surgery and maybe two and he doesn’t want to do it. He just wants to die, now. I am not okay. I will never be okay. I want to go when he goes. I don’t want to be here without him. I have never felt so hopeless in my life. So many emotions and nowhere to express the pain and worry. Nothing I can do or say. 

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  1. So very sorry. I do know how it feels. Helpless. Nothing anyone can do, you have to feel these emotions. It will get better but will take some time. Keep talking, that is what helped get me through. And never be afraid to cry.

    • I admire your strength and your willingness to share with others. I will never have to suffer losing a child. I can’t imagine the pain you carry and still you help, love and share with others. You are on my list of heroes.

  2. I saw a video on facebook about a man who was in hospice, but because a nurse sang with him, it gave him so much joy and hope that he recovered, and went home, and left hospice. Show him a positive face, and hope through your eyes.

  3. I hope you’re okay. Just know that life’s like a roller coaster, sometimes you go up and sometimes you go down. I’m sure you will get yourself back on the rail in the future. Stay strong!

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