Entropy

I actually think this is the perfect word to describe my life. It’s one I had heard a couple times and today it really hit home. I even ordered a new personalized journal with that word on the front. I believe it is perfect for where I am in my life right now. I can have some fun with it. If you don’t know what the word means I would encourage you to look it up and find out.

It has given me a smile that I needed more than anything during this challenging time.  It is helping me put things in order and making the hard decisions.

I am going to see my father for last time on Monday, if he is still here then. If he is not I assume that was the way things were supposed to work out. We are not planning any fanfare. Just a quite normal visit and a time to say goodbye.

So many changes are happening at one time. It’s odd.