I am sad but I am crying for joy

Because I am full of blessings

that maybe I am blind of

because I am trying to catch for something.

Standing still fighting loneliness

because of my different view of happiness

I may be painting a smile on my face

but my eyes would defy me instead.

What really had happened?

My reflection is different from what I can see

Where was the girl who dreamed simple

The girl who dreams of true love.

Long, gone for a while

Maybe took a diversion to look for someone

Or parked on somewhere to stop and think

Went on a sleepover to evade.

The pain of yesteryear

That’s been hard to forgive and forget

The past that I am trying to bury

but kept on haunting me.


What do you think?


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