I have no way of knowing who sent this song. They covered their tracks well. But wow, I needed it today. I have to remember that if I don’t make Christmas happen in this home, there is no backup plan. It simply won’t happen. Yes, I bought all the gifts and put all the names on them so they each gave each other gifts, through me (the third party site.)
This cannot be about me, this must be about them. They really don’t know how to do it alone. One is in so much pain he is not even aware of what he says. The other is lost in Alzheimer’s and somehow I fell off track. No one to blame but myself for falling off track.
So many to thank for taking the time to reach out with kindness and love. It’s a hard one, and this time is hard for so many. I need to be a part of the solution and not a part of the problem.