I am the healthiest person in my home and I am doing all I can and it’s not enough. I am doing everything I can here and it’s not enough. And I guess I am exhausted about worrying about things I have no control over. This used to feel like a family and now it just doesn’t.
I have made commitments and I will follow through on those because that who I am. I am not sure who I will be after it’s all over. I know who I was. I know what is in my heart. I am not sure who I will become. I gave it everything I had and it simply is not good enough.
So I sure hope we can help Doc Sunday and that can close a chapter.
I do understand your position. I would say this to you. The comments do not know you. The person, the heart the love, that is beyond Virily.
I believe in you. Let’s finish this weekend’s chapter and start a new one.
Believe it or not I am in the same position as you but not exactly the same
You need to walk away from it for a while. It sounds like you are overly stressed about what is going on here.
Stop, take a deep breath and walk away. Go do something you like, come back. You should not stress out over this site.
I am a 24/7 caregiver to a man that is terminally ill, ling cancer stage 4.
I am a full time landlady.
I own and make all the products for my online store.
AND I am now back blogging.
The reason I let up was because it was killing me, I wanted to do the blogging, aka, Virily and Blogger, but I walked away for a while.
I can handle my family, I have a harder time with the anger here. Somehow I ended up a target. It hardly seems worth it.
Taking one day at a time will help you wade through whatever you are handling