Ghostwriter
It is becoming harder for me to live my life and be accountable here. It is making be feel very alone. So today I used this video to reward myself for trying. I need to keep going, and the path feels very empty.
Today I celebrated all by myself by watching this. If you happen to watch it I would love to know what you think. If not I will continue the journey alone. I cannot give up like my sister did. However the longer that I am here the more I understand her choices. With that kind of clarity comes deep sadness. I miss her so much. I thought honoring her in this manner would be healing. I am not so sure. I made a commitment.
Are you living your life.
How I wish I could do these things.