I am discouraged. I’ve cried many tears. The separation from my family is hard to deal with. I don’t want to watch them die, and I don’t want anyone to go alone. I don’t know how long I can balance this kind of life and stress. Even this place that I used to call home feels very lonely. So few comments, It can certainly make a person feel worthless.
You would think that living with an alcoholic we would never celebrate and listen to this song. We do every day. It reminds him that if he drinks he really does turn into a different man and he's hateful then.
I don't get to be with them now. I can call them on the phone or the intercom. Sometimes they answer, many times they don't.
I guess I miss the human touch and conversation. There are not even comments here. It's bleak at best.