I am pretty bummed about the way things seem to be going here, because I had almost become comfortable enough to trust myself and my feelings. I will continue to cautiously stay. I am very worried about the rules and duplicate accounts. I am hoping the admins will simply merge them, and still it is a clear violation, so who know where it may fall. I was listening to some music I had never heard and I found this one to be a little different and hopeful. I am hoping it carries me through this day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_hxYUbBkC8I am certain it is not for everyone, and still today I found it hopeful.