There is really no other way to explain this day. After a long hard day of work I got some news that simply cut me to the core, again. I work hard to keep us in house and home. My husband’s family is having a reunion and he had expressed a desire to go. So I said that I would make that happen and take him.
Yesterday it went this way “Oh well, never mind.” My son and grandchildren are going to take me so you can stay home and work. You need to make the house payments and we will need money for the trip.” I am hurt. I am angry. I am no more than a slave.
On the bright side I got my exercise and water done, so I am still on track with those goals.
The relationships here changed drastically and there is no going back. What once was is gone. When he returns from his family reunion he can live with his son or move to a facility to care for him. His place with me is gone.
On this very sad day I am still on track.