Well August is nearly over. The summer went by too fast.
I failed to complete any of my goals for August. I haven’t been drawing, painting, writing or taking photos for the past couple of weeks. I seem to be in a bit of a funk, although I don’t feel depressed. Just kind of dull and uninterested.
I have started to feel more energized the past couple of days, and hope I get some motivation soon. It goes up and down.
As I have been doing well with no psychosis for the past few months, I am thinking about cutting back on my medication. Of course I need to OK it with my psychiatrist first. I am on a pretty high dosage of antipsychotics right now, and I don’t think lowering it to about half will be much of a problem.
I have been feeling the urge to write for a couple days now. The only problem is I am having trouble coming up with ideas. I hope the ideas and inspiration flow soon. I think I will go through my notebooks to look for ideas pretty soon. I might do a post or two about sacred numbers, which I haven’t done for a while.
All things considered, it was still a pretty good month of August, and a pretty good summer.
Time flies so fast. September month makes my people feel excited because the Christmas season is fast approaching.
I want you to feel better as soon as possible and to continue working
I hope to check with your doc first then I cannot wait to read what you write.
Now it’s September, the last quarter of the year!
If you make it a habit to make art every day, even for only an hour, then you will always find time to do it…
Do you do it even when unmotivated? That’s my big problem, I have plenty of time.
I am always motivated. But just try to make it a habit and then it will be easier…