You may notice a theme today. It has not been spectacular. I seem a little like Oscar the Grouch. I get it. I am just not sure how to change it. I know I should control the things I can and let go of all the rest. But what really happens when you can’t find anything that you can control? Normally, I would laugh, but today there is no laughter. So if anyone really reads this could you leave my a suggestion or two. I am struggling. I am real.