Ghostwriter
I am walking away with the Indigogirls and spend the rest of the day, making up my mind. I am tired of feeling homeless in so many places. I lost my sister because she felt invisible and I have to wonder if after she had given up her body and is only a spirit, if being felt is better than being seen. I miss her. I wish I could I feel her here today.
I hope you have a good day.
No big goals – Just need to make the final decisions about where my home is ~ I have always heard that home is where the heart is and today I’ve been told that I am hopeless, heartless and maybe it’s time to take a look in the mirror and she if I even recognize that person anymore.
Carry on.
I’m very sorry about your sister’s loss
Thank you for your condolences.
We just had a change of season and this is a good time to get closer to the spirit world. The last several nights I have had my late husband in my dreams, my really close friend from long ago and finally, my dear departed godfather. The dreams were not deeply meaningful but they gave me comfort to be with them all again. I know at the change of season it happens most often. My cat Sid how greatly misses his beloved Papa my late husband has seen him close to us these nights. I see it in his face and how his eyes get big and round and that has made me happy too. I do not know how sensitive you are to the spirits world I am very, but they say to keep an open mind and to think about who you miss like you miss your sister and if no other contact works then two more things light a candle and think of her and when you go to sleep your last thoughts should be of her. Then perhaps like I had my loved ones show up she will be with you in your dreams.
Thank you for your condolences. Your thoughts are interesting and I have never tried any of those things. I will think about that.
Sorry about the loss of your sister. I can understand your pain. I miss my parents and my siblings every day. And cannot imagine anyone telling you these things, take a breath and know you are not hopeless or heartless.
I am not certain the pain ever really goes away. I am more “lost” for a better word than I have ver been before.